I got to skate in two jams. Total track time, less than 90 seconds. I got pulled at the half for, well, sucking. I don't think I'm ready to scrimmage, and I don't think there's any way I could have known that, so I wish I'd been told before the thing that I should have manned the merch table.
I am depressed and discouraged and demotivated. Why am I skating Tuesday nights, if not to be able to show my friends and family what we do? I know I'm not a strong skater yet. I am well aware of that. But Jesus, if I suck so much you literally can't let me on the track but a couple minutes a night, well, it does make one wonder what I'm doing there in the first place.
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